Monday 31 December 2012

New Year Resolution

Excuse me for this out of topic post..but I guess it's necessary. I'm just going to let it act as a reminder to me for awhile.

A'ight so for the year 2013, I 'll **crosses fingers**


-Be a better person..no specifications here haha.
-Get a job
-Score flying colors for my test(the one happening this year end, the rest are just blegh)
-Grasp the Maya and Photoshop software
-Get a storyboard done
-Make longer animations in a shorter amount of time
-Learn the guitar -hopefully a little piano too-
-Improve on art and writing

Yeah that's about it I guess.
..OPPS I almost forgot,

-Go To Bed Earlier!!! 

I always go to bed at 3 am...and now there's this weird pain ouch okay I gotta go for a checkup and definitely improve my lamentable lifestyle. Yup, that and...

 I gotta take care of my Sugar Glider..poor thing-- the cage really smells at the moment yeah guess I'm kind of a shitty pet owner :( I'll improve don't call the SPCA!! it's SPCA, right? .... ;0

Deep stories are essential to a video game

Sorry for my little hiatus but I'm active again. Did anyone play Mass Effect 3? Great tragic story with great tragic ending of a memorable tragic hero :) Really good. Though in my humble opinion, could be better, but I'm okay with what I have. (Actually I'm not...Shepard died so that the reapers could live :( )
     A great story is imperative to every video game. Nowadays video games affect society almost as much as movies do. A video game which boasts a strong plot that delivers the message of the developer/ designer/ writer is becoming increasingly common in the industry. This is because we evolve. I for one remember a time when video games with mindless action and shooting with weak laughable plots (or none at all) dominated the industry, and I'm so glad that this trend is finally going extinct.
     All my life I've always love a great story. I'm so glad I can finally find my sources in somewhere else now. Last time it was just books, and maybe some movies, or serene pictures -in which I can let my imagination flow to give that captured scene a story- now even gaming has become such a beautiful art.
     But anyway, back to why good stories in video games are important. First of all, no doubt that the prices of each video game are definitely booming, hm not to mention our taxes are too, so we as gamers have to do something right? We had to develop certain standards. We expected our beloved video games to have revamped graphics, better soundtracks, deeper but still fun gameplay, and well this sudden inclination of augmented story telling is just a really pleasant surprise. And the benefits? Undoubtedly voluminous.
      These improvements reminds us why we made that decision to make thiner our wad of cash, and why the load in our pocket seem a little (just a little-money doesn't really weigh much ) lighter. In other words, it's worth our money. Secondly, video game companies' effort to make their characters more realistic and relatable in a well applauded effort, a great great move to make. Gamers are humans, and we like to indulge in our oh so fun fantasies of adventure, and we are naturally gregarious beings. We LOVE socializing. (Whoever doesn't are just wounded or something-and we should help them, because come to think of it mass shootings and suicides aren't something to be taken lightly.) So having this intuitive grasp of communicating with a fellow human being, it is only normal that we'd likely to be more hooked on to something that we can relate to.
     And of course last but not least, we learn valuable lessons from these stories. I mean sure, it's not like there'll be like, a zombie apocalypse any time soon right?
     You know, you can go ahead and laugh at my silliness to be moved by FICTION. It's fiction, dammit. But you know what, I think it's the adult's mind that has a greater need of fantasy than that of a child. Plus, everyone knows that every fantasy has elements of real life in it.
     Especially in these times, when the economy is hardly stable, and when sometimes you just kinda can't help questioning why certain people did certain things. Delusional or not, (hopefully not) we can all cling to our own fantasies, so that we'd be able to hold on 'cause we know that it's going to be all right( in the end).
 Cheers and kudos everyone, Have a great day ! Or a good night with pleasing dreams :)

Wednesday 7 November 2012

Yo what up my lovely people <3 Guess what! I just met a friend of a friend, turns out he's a rapper and he said I can be there when he hits the studio ! I'm so glad! Just expanding my contacts :p Very grateful. So far, haven't came across any musicians near my place.. Thank you God!

Sunday 21 October 2012

--My creepy Peter Pan Remake--

Peter Pan my childhood favorite Disney FTW hahaha
just one of the stuff I'm working on, not a very good candid shot lol. this is just a sketch.

Sunday 14 October 2012

really tired. played with my brother straw fighting-I broke my straw! I'm passed out on the couch at the moment.... he's listening to GANGNAM STYLE!! Where do these kids get their energy. Or maybe it's just me, their old sister :p i'm ooolllll...dddd wuh uh grandma can--an'tt taa--lkkk. haha!

Saturday 13 October 2012

The Tree and It's Leaves: Once upon a time, there was a Tree in my Garden. It wasn't a very big, special or noticeable tree. It wasn't the best tree, but it was all right :) and it was my favorite. It was just right for me, not too big, not too small, but providing ample shade.

Tree loved it's leaves very much. the Leaves were like It's children. When autumn approached, the Tree sadly said to It's Leaves " I'm so sorry to part with you dear ones, but I'm afraid it's expedient, or else I shall very likely die. (This is true. A tree sheds it's leaves for a reason. If it does not shed it's leaves, the tree will dry up as during photosynthesis, trees "sweat" through it's leaves. To prevent bring dried up during winter, the leaves are shed.)

<to be continued cause I need to take a bath> :)


Okay so the exams are finally over! Admittedly, I flunked it big this time. Sucks. But it's all right. It's just a school exam. I didn't study after all... Anyway stuff it, school is taking up so much of my time. God knows we only have 24 hours a day. Homeschooling is the key! Got some tutors, planned some schedules, etc.

Wednesday 10 October 2012

Uh what do bloggers do anyway aha. I know it's sorta weird to like, post twice in a day..but the About Me section is sorta limited nothing much to say anyway. Hmm how am I like? Well I don't know. I guess I'm rather messy..Because there are always so many things I come out with and if I take the time to actually put every tinkery jink in its place I'll let my new idea slip and I wouldn't be too happy about that.

I'm not really a blog-y person but right now I happen to have the time to blog! I'm a kid, I'd rather keep a diary :p hahaha. But well I like to try new things. I'm just gonna do some Chillstep and lay out the skeletons for my video game.. I was thinking about Unreal + Havok..but the art style that is so common in Unreal is hardly my style. I'm trying to find some mentors though. My plan is to get a kludge prototype done and put it on YouTube or bring it to publishers. I had this idea for 4 years now and after lots of thinking ( i know, silly me right ) I finally decided to do it. I have 6-7 different plots and lots of concepts. It HAS been four years :/

I have the words "Draw Sing Write Learn Create" inked on my study desk, and I probs will get a tattoo of it, gotta think it through though, I only plan to get two tats in my whole life.

Oh and yeah you guys wanna hear an inside joke about me? So a few years back I was on the way to the railway station with some buddies, I guess I was walking pretty funny. In my defense, there was this large bag on my back and it was murdering me. My friends called me a penguin and it kinda stucked for sometime, I still use it today lol. ShadyPenguin okay go and laugh xD.

What about you guys, any funny things about yourself? Feel free to share! I love getting to know people, they are, after all, like onions, so colorful and interesting with that many skins!
Hey people what's up! I do lots of stuff, like, thinking :) So I'm working on this great project, and I'm really excited about it. I guess next year's gonna be productive. I'm just very passionate about "entertainment" You know, people call it that, but to me it's art and I like art. All sorts of arts! Paintings, sculpting, music, video games, movies, the works.

Anyway this blog is called The Tree and It's Leaves because this was something that came to me one night and I laughed at how amusing it sounded! Reminds me of spring and autumn. I was wondering what to do with it so "Why not try blogging?" Well but anyhow, once my internet's bandwidth is upgraded I'll post some pictures about my day's work or anything of that sort.